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I want to do something meaningful with my life, like learn all the ins and outs of photography, or learn how to edit videos to make something beautiful out of scraps, or even just to learn to love properly, without distractions or judgements or worries. I worry too much and do too little. I spend too much time on youtube and twitter and etsy. I need to sketch, take photos, walk around the mountain I live on, write what I feel, just to get it all out, read some books godammit, maybe even learn to sew. I need to do things like that. I'm not sure if college is right for me. I love learning, but I hate all the shit. College is full of shit. Maybe I should just go fall in love and get married. I think I'd rather do that. I've never written anything like this before, so I'm not sure how to conclude. I'd just like to thank Switchfoot for helping me to think and feel more deeply than I ever would have thought was possible. Thank you for helping me realize what is good.