dirty teeth

So I just watched this movie called "Persepolis" for the third time. It's pretty good. You should watch it. I feel like my life is starting. Crazy huh? I guess that's how I would describe how I feel at the moment. I feel more committed and happy in my relationships. I kinda want to do well in school now that I know I'm going to college. I feel like I know where my loyalties lie. I feel like I've stopped worrying about the things I can't control and started worrying about the things I need to control. Who knows. Maybe I just watched a really intense movie or I'm really tired and these things are just gushing out of my exhausted brain. Maybe it'll take me a while to really get over my laziness. Maybe I just won't change at all. All I know is that right now, I feel really excellent. Sorta. I need to brush my teeth and wash my face really badly, but it's 2:29 am and my mom's asleep. That feels kinda gross. Nobody I like is on facebook right now. Or AIM.  

Miss Jennings has polycystic ovaries like me. Somebody told me that the other day. It feels good knowing that other people know what crappy things your body does to you. Yeah.  

Nobody comes to me anymore. Not like they did freshman year. I miss it. I like being there for my friends. It makes me feel like I make a difference to somebody I love.  

I'm so freakin excited for senior week. Just my friends and a house and movies and the beach and nothing else. It's gonna be so great.  

I eat WAY too much sugar.